Patricia's Top 10 Games Of 2012

Last year was likely the weirdest year I've had, gaming wise. Sure, I played my share of big-budget titles, and some of these were surprisingly good. But I also started playing most of my games on PC — and because of that, I became privy to a world of amazing, sometimes absurd, sometimes very personal indie games. Consoles saw a similar rise of indie games, though these were more on the 'high profile' side.

I'm glad 2012 happened. My game of the year list is unlike any year before it. This is my personal list of notable games in 2012, in no particular order.

Max Payne 3

To be aware of a bullet: that is a powerful thing indeed.

Yes, Max Payne appeals to my more dramatic, maudlin side — the kind that only a teenager or a young 20-something could have. God, the world is so crooked. God, I hate myself a little and I can't stop dwelling on past mistakes. Recklessly indulge in vices out of helplessness. I can't control my life in the way I want to.

Hey, you get it, Mr Payne. I chuckled at his characterisation because, as ridiculous as it was, I could recognise myself.

But the real crux was in the bullets, the shooting. We've done bullet-time before, it's a popular mechanic. But the way the close-ups were framed this time around, the way we dwelled on how a bullet would burst and tear through flesh, the way an enemy went down — these things lingered. After a dozen hours I still found myself cocking my head a bit whenever a kill like that happened, somewhat horrified, somewhat intrigued, but fully captivated. What a vicious, vicious game.

More than this: it tied so well to the themes in the game. Max dwells. He can't stop thinking about how he's hurt people. He can't move on, he's zoomed in to his mistakes. That's exactly what the shooting here embodies. Max would look at his kills in this slow-motion, up close way.

Analogue: A Hate Story

Here is a game that seemingly has nothing to do with me. It takes place in deep space on an empty ship. You're supposed to figure out what happened. You see, the society aboard the ship mysteriously became uber-archaic despite being so technologically advanced.

And yet what Analogue says about how easy it would be for our society to suddenly revert to such archaic ideas is incisive. That's because something like the premise has happened before; the game is based on a real period of time.

When we look at what's happening right now with women's rights — like, right now right now; today, even — the message behind Analogue is a powerful one.

Also, the writing is fantastic and heart-wrenching. I consider it the best-written game this year, and the clever way it subverts visual novel cliches by purposefully throwing its female characters at you but making you feel bad about pursuing them makes stuff like Far Cry 3's supposedly deep writing seem laughable.

XCOM: Enemy Unknown

Ah, the game I had to force myself to stop playing out of fear that it would take over my life. I don't have anything particularly profound to say about XCOM: it's a fantastically designed game which an endless array of meaningful choices that would regularly keep me up all night. I loved the strategy, the tension, and even small, typically insignificant details like naming your characters were engaging with XCOM.


How you made me eat my words, Spelunky. She doesn't like all these stupid indie platformers, she says. Stop with all the masochistic, super-difficult games that shut people out from enjoying our favourite pastime, she says. Uh huh. Spelunky put me in my place. Quick quote from my larger write-up on the game:

A good lover knows how important it is to keep things interesting, as well as when to fight and defy you. More: a good lover beckons and refuses at both the best and worst times. Spelunky embodies these things through its procedural generation, its difficulty, its mystery, and all of these things work together to captivate me and frustrate me.

I hate/love you, Spelunky. These are the same things, right?

Halo 4

Here by sheer strength of its multiplayer, Halo 4 is the crux of my social experiences in gaming this year. I know that if I turned on my Xbox right now, a handful of friends will be playing. Really, it doesn't matter what day or time it is. Someone I know will be playing Halo 4.

Rightly so. It's not a vast improvement to Halo: Reach, but it's still a blast to play. Few things compare to gliding across a map atop a ghost, or the excitement of landing a sticky, or how badass it feels to land headshots in SWAT. To name a few things.

Vidiot Game

Likely the strangest, most inscrutable game I've ever played. Who can make sense of what is happening? Why would you even want to? The game manages to capture the humour behind stuff like horse_ebooks and Adventure time — the randomness, the weirdness. Which is to say, it's like someone made it specifically for me.


Another game I will never, ever beat — just like Spelunky. Dustforce is an ultra hard platformer that feels amazingly smooth to play. You're a janitor/cleaner of sorts that goes through the world sweeping up everything in your path. Everything is so filthy.

It's much better than that sounds, though by now, we should all know that games are really good at taking something unappealing in real life and making it work as a mechanic.

I think I'm a sucker for games where movement feels seductive; the type of movement that, had you felt it in a dream, you'd wake feeling an ache for things your body could never achieve. In Super Meat Boy you feel unpredictable and volatile, in Gears of War you can feel the movement in your chest, and in Dustforce, you get to be grace itself.

The Walking Dead

At its heart, The Walking Dead is a game about people, and how far they'd be willing to go to live another day. The game tests you with all sorts of brutal, awful situations. Your job isn't just to survive, that's the easy part. Anyone can survive. The issue is how. The question is, what type of person could you become — what type of monster, even?

Nobody wins at the Walking Dead, and I love that.

Super Monday Night Combat

I believe this game holds the honour of being my most-played game this year. What's not to like? It's a free-to-play MOBA with just about the wackiest characters/classes I've encountered in a shooter. It has a backstory that pokes fun at our society, but it does this without getting in the way of the experience. And it's the most teamwork-oriented game I've played in a long while. If I have a gripe it's that I wish more people played it. ....well, maybe. If they did, then like XCOM, I'd never be able to move on with my life.

Twine Games

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That's 'eff the police' for those of you that can't read upside down.

Something amazing happened this year: a number of people who would otherwise never have voices in this industry picked up this little program called Twine, and they created. Not just anything, mind. They poured their hearts into interactive stories and made me feel as if real human beings made my games — hopes, flaws and all. Most games seem impersonal by comparison.

If there is a feel-good story of the year, it's about Twine games and the people it empowered. People who don't have the privilege of seeing their backgrounds or stories reflected in games, people who the game industry refuses to acknowledge in the marketing plan. Fine. They'll just make their own games, and you can't stop them.

Here are a few choices. Jonas Kyratzes's Moonlight. Adam Dickinson's Weird Tape In The Mail. J Chastain's Rat Chaos. Kim Moss' Kim's Story. Porpentine's Howling Dogs.

If I include a number of these games in a single entry it's because Twine feels like a movement, and one you should pay attention to. The thing about Twine is how much power it puts in the people — the common person, like you or me. How could I show you just one game? This is all about multitude.

Really though. You should make your own Twine games, you beautiful animal. That's the whole point.

Honourable Mentions

Unmanned, ZiGGURAT, Boyfriend Maker, They Bleed Pixels, The Binding of Isaac: Wrath of the Lamb, Journey and Persona 4: Golden.


    hooray some love fro super monday night combat!

    it's too bad the screwed up its launch and the community died... it's a really great game...

      Yeah - I went back to the original for a while, then dropped out all together, which is a shame.

    finally max payne made it on some one's list

      Dude, check Evan's and Luke's top 10 games of 2012. They both have Max Payne 3 on their list.
      Here's the link:

      Max Payne 3 is AWESOME. It certainly deserves to be on the Top 10 Games of 2012 list.

    Good to see the indie titles getting some love. I bought a heap of them in 2012 in place of the usual AAA titles (I only bought one in Assassin's Creed 3) and it really is a breath of fresh air.

    Hoping for more great indie titles in 2013.

    MAX PAYNE 3!!!!! I've seen quite a lot of Top 10 games of 2012 with MAX PAYNE 3 on the list.

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